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Jacoby (Jack Frost)
Jacoby is the one friend that has been with me since September of 2017, when things, I thought, were turning great for me in college. As it turns out, I had been cutting myself, trying to commit suicide once again. When I met Jacoby, he was very handsome and kind. But when I video chatted with him in November, I was completely nervous to talk to him. I was just thinking to myself: This is Jacoby (Frostplay on YouTube), one of the best cosplayers in the world. We both video chatted and I thought we had hit it off. As great friends, of course. Soon he called me some cute little nicknames like doll, baby doll, and/or silly girl. It may have sounded like unintentional flirting, but in reality, he was just calling me small nicknames. Not only that, but my Instagram name is WinterBabyDoll0018. He was the only person I ever had who made me feel the way every girl wanted to be; cared about and loved by another person. It didn't have to be in a relationship in order for guys to talk to you or be around you in the way Jacoby was around me. He meant the whole world to me. That was when, in December, I wanted to tell him that I loved him. I fell in love with a nice, kind, generous, and fun guy. I thought to myself that I may never find that perfect guy ever again. I have had so many opportunities to tell him how I feel. He made me feel like I really was beautiful, gorgeous, or... just being human. He made me feel I was meant to exist. I had fallen in love with my best friend.
By Deleted Account 6 years ago in Geeks